Vague Bound

no more concealing lets be revealing we talk about feelings coz that brings us healing the nights are for sleeping and the day are for weeping in truth there is pleasure, a longing and a self-denied treasure

You are right there, I can't see you I'm blinded by my own delusions How I wish for you to have a clue That I'm lost inside all this confusion I said I'd love you but I failed you None of the mistakes were intentional And as your longing for love grew I become day by day unavailable  Forgive me for I have done you wrong I'm so lost that I could not be saved I never thought it would be so strong These feelings I might take to my grave

 This is for you my dear lovelorn So high and mighty on your throne Did you even see our sexless porn Can a broken heart be a thorn?  Whether I cry or whether I die It matters not, let's start a fire put you up on the funeral pyre I look at you my burning desire If only I could kill him for a bit Put him with the bull in the pit You lover's throat that I can slit Now doesn't this poem seem lit?  How does this change anything I have no halo nor even the wings To you that I shamelessly cling Bitter sweet memories of a king

 The riddle was never meant to be solved Round and round the bigger cycle revolved If this is all it takes to feel like being loved  My sanity, you enemy has been withheld If you could see the inside of the animal Now you know that this is quite the primal Even before they discovered the decimal When everything existed in the minimal I'm trying to help you understand this To tell you that this is not shit nor piss  When I come down with the final kiss Are you really willing to take the risk?  Now go ahead and fly your big kite You know I meant no hate or spite I just couldn't help but garb me white I'll never go down without a fight So suck my pinky and just fuck off  Then roll over in the mud and jack off  This is what everyone calls a rip off I say i love you and then i tell you off

 I push all of my hate In your direction And yet you love me What is to be of my fate So many a question And yet you love me Make of me the great I'm beyond all reason And yet you love me Stop stop please wait My heart, enemy nation And yet you love me Endless is my debate I'm all full of treason And yet you love me Jealousy in me innate  No we can't be in unison And yet you love me Isn't it now too late What's all this commotion And yet you love me Now wear my ring ornate I put my plan in motion And yet you love me I've got you in checkmate You're out of season And yet........

You are ability I am disability You are power I am powerless You are light I am the shadow you cast You are me But I am not you. 

 I was just messing around with the new FL studio trial version. It offers a lot of tools and the option to export in various audio formats. The only real limitation is that you are not able to open a saved project that you have worked on before. 

Such a secret love affair That even we never realized When we fell for each other You can deny me all you want But can you deny yourself I'm happy with my delusions I don't need your presence Why do you hate me so That you'd reject me  even in my dreams How can you be a God When you don't even know How to love If I had known at first I wouldn't have at all What's done is done We live with what remains

Walking in the crowd head helf up high and proud I will not be felled by the arrows of dread, gloom and sorrows I'm burning with new light any moment now and I'll take flight It's like this journey never ends Oh! will it ever end? I've rode this body quite well It has served me very well And now I ride to heaven or hell but who could really tell.